I'm quite

Ok friend
Finally i'm quit. I dont know it is right or wrong but this is the thing.... i'm quit.
Of course now my mind now not really settel with what going around me
Yarghhhhhhhh
Like that i shout in my little heart.... but i really dont know and my mind really down like want shut down....
Oh no!!!
But i dont know and dont have sec option also....
Ok few day back my yahoo mail inbox knocked by one email by SPA thats....I was invite for online exam so I really know that I can't make this 2 things in same time so I really  need to quite from this competition. ..
Huhuhuk

When i look back

Hi friends...

How are you?

Ok finally me in 15/07/2020

Ok honestly saying...

Its not a really a year for me because the situation more like roller coster

Huhuhuk

Ok....

No emo and no tear Miss Shi

Even i always think, wish, hope and say it but i can't hold it... but this time i must stick with this decision...

Ok

Like past 32 years hows my life up and down and how human come and go... until i am here now... like that will be. Like happiness like that sadness in my life but who bother and now i know only me should bother my self. NO ANYONE AND THEY WILL NOT LSO...

ok coming to today mater... friends

I believe we all have face it, what i drop pic above there... if not we will not here..

Am i right?

Ok

Most painful word that i ever received from other is not one or two but many

Hmmmm

No emo Miss Shi

Starting when i in my mother womb, there were my relation say that the date doctor estimate i will born is not good but howevet i manage to born early and break that word.

2. When i was 11, one f my aunt have asky appa are she know to write when my appa ask her to pass number to me huhhu but now you alll witness am i know how to write?????

3.

When i was 13 or 14 i think, one of my aunt have bodyshame me saying do you have hip... huhuhu yelah that time i was 58kg which her daughter all slim and trim.... but now????  She shoulod answer it.

4. When i was work at one mini market that owner have slame as stupid and dumb p/s of course behind me 

Actually he ask me to do that task like that and when after i go back he slam me  stupid.. oh!

5 and recently nowadays, starting my parent, mainly my amma serous searching my life partner the most painful word i receive is if i married with a man who still have mother alive, so after marriage she will passed aways... hmmm curius only woman which a son marry ayil natchitaram only will die if not she will alive until the end... okok all the best

So friends this is mainly painful word i receive from other lately. Actualy there were lot and lot but i not care it anymore and will not care too.....

Who care dude...

So friend... drop here the most painful word that you receive.... 

Ok

Share is care

You want be yourself or like other.

You want be yourself or like other?

Hi friends...

Ok this question i think really really worth with this pandemic situation. Many of us including Miss Shi like to say and wish want be like that person and this person but why we never say and think to be ourself.

May be we not believe on ourself?

May be we not worth enough?

May be we not achieve something?

May be we not care ourself?

Its can be anything right? But the point is whatever its be you should be

You should be yourself because this life for you and not to follow others. They all done ready with their life and the question is what we done with our life?

Try question like Miss Shi question. Yeah of course i want be my self but unluckly not people will allowed me to be my self because for now Miss Shi like underdog only. To be myself is depend on me, i agree but to you accept it, Miss Shi know not a easy way until Miss Shi establish and be a indipendent.

 One thing thats in Miss Shi really miss is to be myself and i believe most of us miss that thing. Sometime, ROLE that we play in our life rule us and make us to be different people and this thing make us not be ourself. In this multiple role, we lost our identity and lost our oppurtunity to be our self. Nothing to be proud of it friend because its actually really bad and shamefull to ourself. The most shamefull thing that we can do for ourself is bu thinking and wish to be like other. If all want be like other then where will be people like you and you... we try different menu everyday but why we not be ourself and wish to be like others start from person in next door until like person in next country...

So now

What's your choice friend...

Thinking...... (my head knock)

I AM 32 NOW

HI friends...........

how are you?

Hope you fine and fineeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ok

come to matter

i wish to my self

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

YES......

if you not acknowledge yourself then who will do

so you must givve yourself first place then only people will react the same thing and people if failed to done it

who care?
hoooooooooooo

32 years in this earth a easy deal man

believe on me

yeah

especially be a woman

more over be a INDIAN WOMAN

you just need to fight in battle every sec min hour and day

yeah

of course its really tired but never give up

because thats the point

hmmmmm

p/s nowadays Miss Shi really clever to talk

hmmm

talk

no

no

However 

only i know how suffer and stuck me in deep inside my little heart which always hurted by others which i before this always give place to hurt me but no more after this

yes

because they are not mean anything to me

hmmm

this year 

mainly the first year my birthday enter to my life without my Appa so

i fix ready i will replace my appa place with my passion

yeah....

i want give priority to my passion like how much i give to my appa

no more etra give to other starting from my word until to my time and of course my penny toooo

because its not worth for them to

ok

buddy

but i really hope support from you all and hope the best to you and me

because it is our life and

of course

life 

is

very

short

Kata TIDAK untuk 3S

Hi kawan-kawan...
Lama juga Cik Shi tak ziarah blog Cik Shi ini ya....
Ok...
Lepas ini Cik Shi bukan janji tapi berharaplah Cik Shi akan rajin ziarah
Hehehe
Tapi kawan-kawan kena janji untuk
Katakan TIDAK untuk 3S
3S?
Apa itu????
Ini Cik Shi nak ceritalah...
Ok
Seperti yang kita tahu walaupun kini kita hampir menjalani kehidupan normal seperti sebelum penularan covid -19 p/s hampir ye bukan (seperti) sebab kita masih dalam zon PKPP jadi kita disarankan oleh KKM dan MKN untuk mengelakkan diri kita daripada 3S ini
Ok
S yang pertama adalah
SESAK
Kawan-kawan diminta untuk tidak berada di kawasan sesak sebab akan bertambah sesak. Betul tak? Jadi kalau semua individu kurang berada di kawasan sesak maka risiko untuk berjangkit itu 0. Ok
S yang ke-2
SEMPIT
Kawan- kawan juga diminta elak berjalan di kawasan sempit. Kalau anda rasa kawasam itu memang semput maka beri peluang orang yang awal untuk menghabiskan urusannya sebelum anda berurusan. TIADA PERSAINGAN OK. Sebab urusan tetap dapat dilaksanakan sekiranya semuanya lengkap.
S yang ketiga
SEMBANG
Bukan kawan-kawan diminta jangan sbang tetapi JANGAN SEMBANG DENGAN JARAK DEKAT. Ye.... suara anda tetap akan didengar walaupun jaraknya 1M ok. P/s tak boleh nak gosip kan. Tak pe... sekurang-kurangnya ini salah satu jalan untuk kita berubah
Betul tak????
Ok erti sembang ini ia memakan masa yang lebih lama berbanding kalau nak buat pembayaran oleh kerana itu kita diminta untul TIDAK SEMBANG untul jarak dekat.
Ok kawan-kawan ini 3S yang Cil Shi katakan tadi untuk kita katakan TIDAK untuk mengelakkan jangkitan Covid -19 ini.
#apayangpentingkerjasama