Why i can accept when my appa leave us

Why i can accept when my appa leave us....

I don't know everyone but for me my appa always my hero...

My appa never teach to be selfish but he teach me to be independent.

My appa never teach how to be rich but he teach me how to live...

My appa never teach to be greedy but he teach me to work hard.

HE IS REAL HARDWORKER WHOSE I SEE AFTER MY AMMA.

 What he gain and what he left all belong to him...

Why he was so special.. 

When i born, my appa have her own house, he never let me travel alone with public transport until my age 19@20 years.

Even though her salary is just a little amount but he never fail to keep us happy...

I still remember those day when friday, morning we will go temple and pray then appa will buy roti canai then at night most of friday we will went out to eat..

I THINK THAT'S IS PERFECT LIFE....

Its really sad when i realize after my appa work hard and when come to point he want take rest and enjoy the life the period is not long. Her kidney was failure and at the age 62 her health condition like roller coaster even i witness it but i think he can win it because he have done it before... but God let me realize not every time will same.

How ever, that's really truth that life is very short... but the point is are we already done our duty is important...  In my part, i think and believe i have done my responsibility as daughter but i failed to make my father dream to see me as government officer come true...

Hope i can make it true as soon as possible....

Ok friends