2021 I'm still same

 Hi friends 

Hope you all doing well...

Ok today 5 January 2021 and you know I'm still same as in 2020 huhuk 

Yeah 

Like how in 2020, I don't know why I still continue my routine as 2020 and why I feel really hard to make move to forward and I don't know why?

If you know? Let me know...

Ok come to point 

I know many people as like me who have a million of plan in mind and to make it done it's look impossible and why I saying impossible because to make one move is it's took really hard step. How to r a h mountain even to make one step also we don't want that's the matter...

I have a line of wish but I never plan and because I never plan so I don't know how to make done. Simple right but I don't know why I don't want plan???????

I wasted 5 days of 2021 just like that and may be the number 5 look smaller but in same time I water 120 hour just like that and I'm pretty sure it's more look bigger than 5 days. Of course I done my routine like going to work but WHAT I DID FOR MY PASSION is still missing and I can't put charge on others because it's my mistake and big failure for me because I just wasted my 120 hours like that and I don't know why I never feel guilty like if wasted RM 120.

IM SO BAD ....

Ok let me try my level best to fix up this matter and hope when I meet you again, I get you with same changes in my life even it's as small as molecule.

Bye